Hey Peaches!

If you read my last post you will understand what I’m about to say (If you didn’t – you may want to read it first). I wanted to elaborate more on the Justice System (or Injustice System as I call it).

I know that I am not the only one that has been betrayed by the IS. I used to work for Attorneys so I am very well aware of how they manipulate the legal system. And I am very well aware of the “Good Ol Boy System”. In my case I was living in a County that adhered to this way of injustice.

The Ugly Monster that lived in the house with me was very smart and very manipulative. He had an incredibly benign way of making people believe “his truth”. Because a Narcissist absolutely lives his lie to the fullest extent of their imagination. Our life outside the home, in public was completely the opposite of what was happening behind closed doors. I was oblivious to the lies and manipulation until years into the relationship and it became crystal clear near the end and after the escape from the evil stronghold I was under.

He searched out an attorney that was deeply connected in the “Good Ol Boy System”. He found one that actually used to be the clerk for the Judge in our case. He proceeded to tell his lies to this attorney and because of the relationship he had with the Judge, he convinced the Judge that his client was the injured party and I was the evil wife who was trying to destroy a “good” man. I became the enemy and they were determined that I was going to pay for trying to destroy this man. I tried to tell my side of the story only to be silenced at every turn. I was never allowed to speak a full sentence. I was laughed at by the Judge when I tried to tell him how I had been violated. Did you read that? The Judge actually laughed out loud when I told him I had been violated. I was appalled at the behaviour of this man. I know the attorney was doing his job of defending his client but the extremes they went to were unbelievable. I know the history of events I “tried” to tell were extreme and a little unbelievable because the mental state of the monster was way out there and the things he was doing and saying were right out of a fictional horror story.  I truly felt as if I was living in a lifetime movie. I was bullied by these three men and this corrupt system. The way this “Judge”  who was supposed to be unbiased and who was supposed to listen to the facts before forming an opinion, who was in a position to change lives,  who has had years of experience on the bench listening to facts and evidence betrayed the Judicial System was absolutely sickening. There were witnesses, taped conversations and numerous police reports to prove that my nightmare was real but witnesses were threatened, scared and refused to testify. The disturbing taped conversations were explained away as if they were a joke. The nightmare continued. It became painfully clear that I was not going to win this battle. This earthly battle. I was powerless. I lost a lot. I lost a lot of money, friends, land, many “things” that I had worked very hard for over many years. BUT I did not lose my life or my family, which had been threatened. I lived my life in a constant state of prayer. Praying for protection and deliverance.  The legal battle went on for several years. The nightmares and constant looking over my shoulder went on for years. But God was faithful and His protection was and is powerful.

I finally broke free from the monster and was able to move on with my life and I am grateful for that life. I am sure you are wondering what happened to the Judge and the Attorney.  I knew that I was not going to be able to change the System. It is broken and has been broken for a long time. It is corrupt and has been corrupt for a long time. It would take years of campaigning to makes changes and I simply did not have the resources, energy nor the time to dedicate my life to that cause. I knew that only God could change things. I prayed and prayed and prayed and I asked for others to pray with me. Let me tell you a story about the walls of Jericho.

First, there is a vast difference between God’s way and the way of man (Isaiah 55:8–9). Though militarily it was irrational to assault Jericho in the manner it was done, we must never question God’s purpose or instructions. We must have faith that God is who He says He is and will do what He says He will do (Hebrews 10:23; 11:1).

Second, the power of God is supernatural, beyond our comprehension (Psalm 18:13–15; Daniel 4:35; Job 38:4–6). The walls of Jericho fell, and they fell instantly. The walls collapsed by the sheer power of God.

Third, there is an uncompromising relationship between the grace of God and our faith and obedience to Him. Scripture says, “By faith the walls of Jericho fell, after the people had marched around them for seven days” (Hebrews 11:30). Although their faith had frequently failed in the past, in this instance the children of Israel believed and trusted God and His promises. As they were saved by faith, so we are today saved by faith (Romans 5:1; John 3:16–18). Yet faith must be evidenced by obedience. The children of Israel had faith, they obeyed, and the walls of Jericho fell “by faith” after they were circled for seven straight days. Saving faith impels us to obey God (Matthew 7:24–29; Hebrews 5:8–9; 1 John 2:3–5).

I am here to tell you that prayer works. My faith in God is unwavering and I believe that miracles still happen every day. By this time I had met the man in my life and his faith is parallel to mine. He suggested that I march around the courthouse and pray for the “walls” to fall. So we marched. We marched around that courthouse seven times and prayed! God showed up and He showed up BIG!!! Listen to this…….

The night before we were scheduled for court, the biggest ice storm that this State has seen since the 90’s hit. Court was cancelled. I did not have to face this monster again for the umpteenth time. Shortly after that the Judge was caught in an illegal act of  coercion and was removed from the bench. The attorney no longer had an “in” in the court system. He could no longer successfully defend murderers, child molesters and drug dealers without the Judge in his pocket so he changed the area of law he practiced. He went into Election Campaign and Political Law. THE WALL OF JERICHO FELL!!!!!

If you have a Wall in your life. PRAY!!!! BELIEVE!!!! If you would like for me to pray with you please reach out to me. I will believe and pray with you and for you. God is alive and real and is still in the miracle business. He loves us and wants us to have faith in Him.

Hugs and kisses!